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6:08 p.m. - 2005-05-01 When I say that I am over him... I am. I can't even say that he's broken my heart before, because he did nothing. It was me. I was the one who got overly emotional in a situation where I had no right to do so. It was ME who fell in love with someone who didn't love me back, but then expected him to treat me like he loved me. Do I think he is faultless? Of course not. Do I hold him accountable for his actions? OF course.. but do I hate him? No I don't... and I don't think I should. I'm not that kind of person, and regardless of the bullshit that went on between him and I in the past.. we still have a connection that can't be explained. That being said. I'm done talking about him. As of now, I still am not even 100% sure he will be coming here, though I feel he will. On a side note, Ryan and I planned out our summer training, and I will be taking over 140 hours of inservice this summer, and the ONE thing that the state MAKES us take (esol) they dont pay for. WHAT THE FUCK is that? Anyways.. just got my strip arobics dvd in the mail.. gonna go work out with my gf carmen electra. xoxo
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