8:23 p.m. - 2005-11-03
Today I was at work for 12 hours.
Full day of work
~ So the other day was Brian's bday. It's always a weird time for me. It's like we still VERY rarely email each other about the most generic and non-emotional topics possible... and for the first time since I was 13, I'm not in love with him anymore. It's like I don't really know how to feel towards him. I don't have love for him blinding my view... do I hate him now? Do I despise him for being such a selfish prick? Or just say 'who the fuck cares' and go along with the bullshit emails and act like nothing happened between us?
I got like no sleep last night, so I'm going to bed.
I'm so cool.