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11:08 a.m. - 2007-01-20
I dont wanna dream anymore
I think whatever laroo had, it passed on to me.
Whereas she was really emotional and tweaked out over everything.. I just want to stay in bed and not talk to anyone.
I've had some pretty fucked up dreams lately... not fucked up in the sense that they have been bad/gross/scary.. but in the sense that its like my subconscious is totally kicking my ass.
Things that I fear, things that I want, things that I avoid.. they've all been shoved in my face the last couple of nights... I even feel like I haven't slept very well becasue the dreams have been so emotional and taken so much out of me.
I've had shit with Brian come up, with workboy, with Cali boy... I've had my weight, and friendships come up.

Gr.
Why can't I be one of those people who are blissfully unaware?

xoxo
Melinda

 

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