2:24 a.m. - 2006-05-21
It was actually a lot of fun. I got to see a bunch of people I haven't seen in a long time.. and it was nice to catch up.
Surrounded by all my peers who are all married and have kids/are pregnant, it was kind of a slap in the face.
Wehn we first heard about the reunion, James and I were happily together, and were going to go. I was so excited abuot going with him. I was excited at the thought of being able to share the experience with someone that I loved.
Then we broke up...
wehn I asked jerry, I thought it was a good idea. I thought that it would be fun to have a date and kinda cool since jerry was my date for prom.
*side note, i think I'm going to give up on a lot of capitals now... shift is hard to find drunk wth fake nails! ha!
anyways.. as I thought more and more about it, i figured that bringing jerry wouldn't be a good idea. i think that it was important for me to go on my own, and not have this like 'fake date' if you will.
I don't regret not bring him or anything, because i got to make a total ass out of myself as i made googly eyes on a certain boy....
i'm just a little sad i guess.
Everyone keeps telling me, "ohhh you will Melinda, don't worry".
It's a strange feeling.. to be in a room of a ton of people, surrounded by my closest friends who I adore and who love me back.. and still feel totally alone.
anyways.. im durunk.. i need to go to bed and just for the record.. im not wearing heels for like 2 months. my feet hurt.