2:36 p.m. - 2006-03-25
myspace blog on james and i
Well things are offically over with James and I.
Funny how just a few weeks ago, I imagined that at this point we'd be planning how we wanted to decorate *our* future residence... and now, I'm scrambling to figure out how I'll have enough furniture to fill the condo up.
Funny how just a few weeks ago, we were 'in love', and now, we're not dating.
Funny how just a few weeks ago, I was his world... and now I am the one who represents all the things he doesn't want to be.
Funny how just a few weeks ago I was his "Joy", and now I'm just plain ol' Melinda to him. *honestly, that's one of the things I'll miss the most, he was the only person to ever pickup that it was my middle name, and use it accordingly*
Funny how just a few weeks ago, I thought that we would make it through this, and now I know that there is no chance.
Funny how.... none of it is really funny.
I'll be fine... I know this... but I may need lots of alcohol, lots of bitch sessions, and a new boy to make out with... who's up for the challenge?
xoxo - Melinda
**I wrote this for my myspace blog... and I met a boy last night who asked for my phone number... now if he calls, that's another thing, but hell, at least he asked! Woot!
